Why is it so hard for you to consider how you feel FIRST??
I will tell you why.
Because a long time ago, when you were just a little girl, someone you loved and depended on told you it was wrong not to want to share.
These people were giants to you and you looked up to them literally and figuratively. They told you that you have to listen to what you are told regardless of what your desires were. They told you that it was wrong and disrespectful to be or show anger.
So you learned to hide your emotions.
You learned that for people to love you, you could not disagree with them in anyway lest you become a disappointment to them and yourself.
And so, here we are today…
And the same reasonings, the same thinking process you had as a little still prevails.
So what is the truth here?
The truth is that this all proves how “conditional” love actually is.
It also proves that what you thought you had to be was never the TRUTH, for it was merely
Indoctrination to conform you for easier control over your behavior and actions.
You are FREE now baby girl…
You are no longer under the jurisdiction of your parents; furthermore, lovers and husbands that enter your life are there by your grace and the generosity within you to give them the opportunity to be a “part” of your life…
Take these broken wings and learn to fly again..
Get the book that will help you here.
If you need to talk to me, I am here..